今天的我... 累了... 开始觉得有点力不从心了... 成绩那么烂... 真的想放弃读书... 或许会被认为... 很假... 可是... 却是心里想说的... 如果... 我真的放弃了读书... 以后的我... 会变得怎么样? 有时... 真的会想很多... 留在世上... what is my dream? which are my need? who were take care me? so sad... because... these are simple question.... but... i cannot answer this...